a gRooVy kINd of mE

Mencoba terus berdiri dengan kedua kakiku,tegak,tanpa kepongahan,bersahaja,bersikap dewasa,sayangi semua,tertawa,sesekali menangis ah salah bukan sesekali tapi malah keseringan….. melepaskan pengaruh buruk dari hormon penganggu kebahagiaan…menghasilkan terobosan baru dalam hidup…melihaaaaaaaaaaaaaat duniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
and suddenly i realize iam covered by…..kelelahan….could be negative could be positif
all i know now is just ….irama hidupku begitu unpredictable. ."saat ini……if ma life was unfinished song then i have to continue the rhytem….i should be confused…karena ketika kucoba meletakkan nada LA akan merusak nada sebelumnya..dan ketika kucoba meletakkan nada Re terdengar sumbang …damn so i have to be really careful to ma next step…Jadi Tuhanku aku mohon bimbinganMU…Bless me bless me
but hey ketika kucoba menyanyikan kembali semua nada dasar…..aku tahu bahwa kadang sebuah kesumbangan memberikan sesuatu yang sebelumnya tak terhiraukan…

bye bye bye………i left wit the month of may beiiiiing Freeeeeeeeee freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee FReee….but now, seems like i can’t sitting down n do ma relaxe and reclining, even just for  a while.. my mind is always kicking around n put me in a rush….well i had a whole checklist of things to do…..taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat c’mon gal go struggling…..tetap berjuang!!!
thanks to all the singer and all the gud songs in the world ( in ma thought) who always accompany me in a high n in a low

talkin bout d rutinitas memang selama ini, i always said to ma self that 24 hour feels never enough to do all ma obsessions hahaha (obsesi bede’ yaaah krg lbh gitulah ) apalagi pada 2 bulan terakhir ini( april and may), everybody (who ever see me and hanging out wit me last year) just yelling at me, they said "why u look so thin"…..rasanya sedih juga tapi i’ve been predict that kind of condition n of course situation so ga terlalu kepikiran juga coz i know i have to finish ma last paper and oooO its kinda hard…damn hard. but i still enjoy ma life coz i think i have to face this, to go to da next quarter life…..dan sekarang its time to do my sweet revenge hahaha Gain weigth again gal…..Cheersss……semangat selaluuuuuu ^_~
d humble strory of ma life

Alhamdulillah, finally terselesaikan juga……iam finish ma study now……its a nu world…nu world hav already wait 4 me…………………………………………..mmmm lama jg ga nulis d blog ini..saking sibuknya wit ma paper …but its wrap now ….mmmmmmmmmmmmm  I…………………….Am………………………….Really ……………………..Glad……………..its time to make a nu adventure………………..enjoy this moment n make a nu project of  ma life…………..can’t hardly wait what kind of …..there

start d day ….never stop thinking bout ma paper (”,)……………………………………………………………………………………………masih sibuk dengan kegiatan yang dengan senang hati kulalui without something called boring………..cari bahan skripsi dan berusaha menyelesaikannya day by day n of course still announcing………….iiiii luv it really i luv it ^ _~

dunno why ko’ akhir akhir ini me:),selalu saja tergoda untuk menyimak or read bout horoscope …even just a second…seems like to know that stuff b come important in ma life lately….perhaps this could b good for me,but incase the aim that i read the horoscope it just for fun walaupun kadang a bit curious bgt to know how’s ma life then via that stuff hahaha its kindda funny thing cos dulu biasa aja sm stuff ini, yah bukan berarti percaya 100 % tapi dunno……huh…………………………………………………………………………………………………….oia horoscope terakhir yang diriku baca of courese bout me adalah yang berikut ini nih:
Oh, the mysteries of love — unknowable, vast and somewhat intimidating, right? Sure, all right, normally — but right now you’ve got a special power to obtain a much better understanding of all of it. Tap in!

hahaha………….funny me

Alhamdulillah…. makasih Tuhan……semoga ini merupakan awal yang baik for me n of course to ma lovely family….wish me luck and success of course..thats it that i want to share on…
love ma Life

somebody has stolen my folder full wit ma Photos in it , who’s really dare to that….. didn’t>>>>>>>know that all the photos never been print anymore…..Oh damn…..if i think of it, that’s so crimanal and if i think short, it means that im in dangerous….ooooOO somebody help me…. thats really scary…coz i know, nowdays there is a lot of criminal case which is using digital photo or am i really small minded……whatever….all that i wanted now is i want all ma photos back…..but how……

wondering why…..hohoho semua lagu kok kayak nyindir aku yah, apa cuma perasaanku saja yah, heran deh….apa yang terjadi denganku ini…apa terlalu sensitif aja or something wrong wit me… dunno why lagu lagu lokal ( indonesia) even lagu barat semua seolah menjelma jadi soundtarck hidupku saat ini…semuanya kok kayaknya menceritakan apa yang diriku rasa..(oOOh diriku ) lagu-lagu itu berhasil merefleksikan what i feel inside…..kena banget…walaupun cuma satu or dua bait but almost d songs that i heard today is so touchy…..dari rock..pop…RnB…..n some other genre kecuali dangdut coz memang jarang dengar dangdut kali ye…..megingatkan diri bahwa fenomena yang terjadi padaku ini is so uniqe… dunno is there any people who ever felt like this… keep thinking juga seh apa bukan karena profesiku membuatku mendramatisir thiz feeling, tapi ga tau aja tiap denger lagu2 di radio nowdays…..oh GOd they teasing me wit the lyrics …….they know what i felt….should i write ma feelings here……????

all the things that i have to say is that iam reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly boring 4 a couple weeks ago n perhaps until now but iam still trying to fix ma mood ….oh fall baby fall……do not run baby run…….hiks..hiks..hiks….huuuuaaaaahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :! time com on ticking fast………………………………………………………………………but wait do i finish ma paper mhhhhhmmmmm OooooHhhhhhh………………………………………………………………………………….so perfect damn problems…….
so com on com on……REV IT UP :?